Well, it's been one year since Robyn died, and I discovered that I've been grieving all wrong, if there is such a thing. I haven't played with my tarot cards for almost the whole year, feeling as if too much is missing if I don't have anyone to share them with.
Then a few weeks ago, I did a little reading with the Mythical Goddess Tarot using an iPod app I have, and it seemed so profound that I jotted down some notes. As I did, I swear I could feel Robyn near me, and I just felt as if we were sharing the spread together. What a great feeling! So little by little I've been using my cards again, and when I do, I feel close to Robyn. And since that's the best I'm going to be able to do, I'm going to spend a lot more time with my tarot decks and maybe her absence won't hurt so much. :)
I think I've also decided to move my blog to Blogspot as opposed to the WordPress blog that goes along with my website. There just aren't many fun templates to play with (at least not that I've been able to figure out), and it just looks boring. So, I'm playing around on this blog, but don't be surprised if you see various different looks as I try to find one that really like. So far, I like this one because it stretches the width of my screen and will scrunch up if I shrink my screen (at least on Explorer), but I can't do much with it. There are some nice templates that you can really alter to suit your mood, but none of them will alter their sizes to match the window. Oh, well. I guess we'll see what I can come up with.
So, for now I'm back, and as I try to update my website (after a whole year!), I'll also try to find some time to share some of the new decks I've gotten recently. :)
